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Hopelessly drift 
in the eyes of the ghost again
down on my knees 
and my hands in the air again
pushing my face in the memory of you again
but i never know if it's real 
never know how i wanted to feel 
never quite said what i wanted to say to you 
never quite managed the words to explain to you
never quite knew how to make them believable
and now the time has gone
another time undone 
hopelessly fighting the devil 
futility 
feeling the moster 
climb deeper inside of me
feeling him gnawing my heart away
hungrily 
i'll never lose this pain 
never dream of you again